Pada asalnya aku seorang yang sangat tidak sukakan kucing. Geli. Takut. Sejarahnya bermula sejak aku masih di alam tadika. Aku digigit kucing sampai berdarah.
Namun segalanya berubah setelah Mimi melahirkan Momo. Momo yang masih kecil ketika itu menjadi tempat utk aku bermain-main. Aku usik Momo dengan jari-jemariku yang kecil sambil menahan gelak melihat keletah lucunya terguling-guling. Hee. Comel.
Usia Momo hampir setahun, Mimi melahirkan pula Mika, cinta hatiku dan teman baikku. Aku mula memberanikan diriku untuk memangku Mika. Malah Mika menjadi teman paling rapatku. Setia menemaniku disaat sedih malah gembira. Kucing yang selalu aku peluk cium. Kehangatan badan Mika masih kurasa seolah-olah dia masih bernafas dan berada di sisiku. Mika menjadi teman tidurku, lena dalam pangkuanku.
Ni la Momo. Abg yng sangat macho. Pendiam tapi sangat care akan Mimi and adik-adik. Love you, Momo 😍.
This is Mika, my loved one 💘. Yang paling manja, paling bising, paling aktif dan paling setia dengan aku. 😔. Whenever I called Mika, he will come running towards me. Now, only memories come whenever I call him. It hurts so much that I keep crying 😢.
See, how manja he was with me.
Nak tidur pun kena bersandar dkat kaki.
Ni satu.. Mika letak kepala dekat perut aku sebab tak boleh tidur. Well, banyak lagi memories dengan Mika.
Tanggal 20 Januari 2018. Mika pergi meninggalkan Nor selamanya. Tak dapat digambarkan betapa Nor amat meratapi pemergian Mika. Sungguh singkat masa bersama Nor malah Mika meninggalkan Nor begitu cepat. Nor terasa seperti hilang separuh nyawa Nor. Tiada yang mampu menggantikan tempat Mika.
This picture was taken on Jan 14th. Mika and Momo. Last picture of Mika. I didnt take any picture of him while he was sick. I only want to keep the happy moments only.
Tanggal 15 Januari Mika mula menunjukkan tanda-tanda. Being non active even refused oral intake, not even a sip of water. I thought Mika just having light fever until third day of illness, you started to passing out bloody loose stool. I didnt even angry at Mika as he peed and pood on my bed. I became frightened, thus I drove car to look for vet clinic till bandar Pasir Mas. No vet clinic opened that evening as it was almost 5 pm. Brought Mika back home. Still not eating and drinking. Mika's eyes became watery, he kept salivating, becoming weaker. Things becoming worse.
On the next day, we brought him to a vet clinic in Kota Bharu. Unfortunately, it was too late. The Dr said that Mika only have 50% chance to live. I cried at that moment. Tried to be strong, but I just cant. Mika only being warded for one day. I decided to bring him home and take care of him myself. Hoping for a miracle.
I cried heavily as he looked into my eyes. I know he loves me and always be. I know that he must be sad looking at me crying. On that night, he slept beside me like he used to do. He knew that night gonna be our last night because he crawled over my bed even he was so weak. I slept while cuddling him. Worst night ever. Cant sleep well as he kept gasping. Next morning, I gave him the prescribed medicine using syringe. The first and last dose given.
Ubat Mika. Sekali je sempat bagi. Nor rasa berdosa sangat. Kenapa Nor x bawa Mika awal lagi pergi jumpa vet?????
I knew you hate it, but I have too. And I still hoping for a miracle to happen. You look better, still weak but you tried to walk around. You drank a lot of water on that day. I thought you might be healthier, but I was wrong. Two hours later at 3.15 pm, that was your last breath. I hugged and kissed you as I would never meet you again. I cried heavily. I buried you by myself on that rainy day.
Mika, sekiranya Nor jaga Mika dengan baik. Nor harap akan menjadi asbab untuk Nor berada di syurga dan bersama-sama dengan Mika kembali. Nor sayang Mika sangat-sangat.
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