I cant stop thinking. How can I improvise myself to be a better me? Well, I know really well that living in this worldly life, everything is a test. A test that if I took it positively, I could be better and vice versa. It is easily understandable, however not easily practiced. What I mean is, we I rarely see the wisdom behinds it.
"All is well. All is well. All is well. Kulluhu kheir. Kulluhu kheir. Kulluhu kheir."
My mouth never stopped reciting that mantra. I wanted to believe everything is gonna be okay. I got everything that I need. But, the thing I need the most is You. I need the tranquility in loving You most. I want to be the best worshipper of Yours in my own best form. I want to be accepted by You and be with Your messenger in Jannatul Firdausi. I'm hoping too high. Too ambitious despite of my lacking effort. Shame on you, Nor!
I got a lot more things in the future that I wanted to achieve in this so called wordly life. I want to achieve all of them in accordance of Your blessings and mercy.
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